anyway i am 20 year old man. i am not shy nor do i care what people think of me but i have serious paranomia, it’s the feeling of who may be in the room that i cannot see. i am comfortable being alone as long as i fully aware of my surrounding. if friends or family are nearby i feel totally comfortable but if strangers then i like to keep them all in my eyesite and withen a meter from me so i can defend myself. i am not afraid to fight but i am afraid that i might not be given a chance to defend myself